random rants #1

it is 10.25pm and i'm alone wondering where my roommates are.

all of them not here tonight and i'm feeling alone 

eventho i'm rarely went to their room 

suppose to have seminar tomorrow but then i let my feelings overpower my mind

and here i am.lol

i found the picture on Facebook and can't deny how true it was.

" people doesn't fall in love anymore 

they just find a temporary attachment who can entertain them "

it was true.

people scare of being alone

including me tbh

the feelings of not having someone beside you when you just feels empty worst enough to handle.

that's why people tend to be in a relationship eventho it is a bad one.

it is funny right?

that's how our society are

maybe some of us not

they may have like all those lovey dove moment like drama and movies 

regardless how 

they're one of a kind

they're lucky

they're the chosen one

 because not everyone will go through the same thing

some of us just trying to be not alone and some of us just well adapted being alone

and 

some of us just doesn't care anymore.

161224

Salam,

here I am Fatin Sahira again going to write all those little things in her life .

it've been a while,isn't it? after being go through up and down of her life, she finally realized how unenjoyable being grown up where she tend to wish she will be one once she was kid.

All those social networks.
She just not interested in it anymore.
Uploading status,comments and photos for everyone just not her interest yet
As she knows that make her suffer all these past three years.

She have been wrecked in every edges.Either by living or nonliving things
and she kept telling herself that she will just fine

approaching a new year,
she then promises herself to become better and independent.
Being a good kid and daughter.
Not involving in any stupid useless relationship
Not having any crush or whatsoever

She promises to focus on herself.
Improving her studies and her belief .

Blog might be not a thing nowadays at least it is safe and private.